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None Hating you for making me hate myself.None by ~JCismymiddleman
Wishing I had the ability to follow my heart.
Crying myself to sleep at night - that is, when I can sleep.
Knowing this is for the best.
Hoping we can both get through this.
Praying for the strength to be able to.
Forced conversations that leave me feeling worse.
Wishing it was all over already.
Wanting to end it completely, yet knowing it would only hurt worse.
Turning in for the night, only to wake up to another fight.
Good night for now, I'm sick of you screaming at me.
Good night for now, I need to clear my head.
Good night for now, nothing you say will change my mind.
Good night for now,
Untitled War Poetry 1 He carries a gun slung on his back.Untitled War Poetry 1 by ~JCismymiddleman
He looks after little ones, and protects the home.
A small child of merely five, yet already fearing for his life.
No water, no food, no safety.
Keeping guard at the front door has taught him to be sly, sneaky, quick, silent.
Keeping guard at the front door has taught him to kill without second thought.
I watch his eyes grow old, his heart start to freeze.
I watch him as he watches his country being destroyed.
I watch him as he becomes old before his time.
I watch him as his conscious slowly destroys itself.
I watch him as he become nothing but a way to kill.
I watch him as
Empty Page Empty page.Empty Page by ~JCismymiddleman
Empty stage.
Empty cage.
Hollow.
Lifeless.
Lack luster.
Wishing you were here.
Wishing I was gone.
Wishing life was better.
Wishing on a star.
Dreaming beyond the heart ache.
Hoping it’s only for a moment.
Praying it’ll be gone soon.
Cursing that it’s still around.
Waiting for tomorrow.
Reaching for something better.
Realizing that it will never come.
Ending the wait.
Ending the dream.
Ending the hope.
Ending the pain.
Sta.sh
